Author Archives: terrilma

Solstice break

I met with my favorite oncologist last week and told him  I wanted to hurry up and get my, possibly, last round of chemotherapy over with so I could have time to recover and attend a poetry writing workshop in … Continue reading

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Delays and waiting

I thought I would be past round four of chemotherapy by now, instead I am waiting for a bed to become available at the hospital so I can continue with the treatment that I am committed to continuing but would prefer … Continue reading

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Surfacing

I came through round three of chemo very well, if anything, it went more smoothly than round two. I was lucky enough to avoid the fevers that sent me to the ER after my first two rounds. When I saw … Continue reading

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Mid-chemo Musings

I’m writing to you from the hospital where I’m experiencing round three of a five day chemo regimen with Epirubicin and Ifosfomide to mop up any remaining sarcoma cells that could be loitering at the surgery site or planning scouting expeditions to new … Continue reading

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spring fevers

I seemed to have tolerated the first two rounds of in hospital chemotherapy about as well as anyone could have expected. It’s the week after chemo that has been unpredictably complicated. After round one I felt the chemical haze subsiding and was … Continue reading

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No hair day

I dreaded losing my hair. It was my cover allowing me to pass in the land of the well.  To my surprise, over the last couple days when I actively started to shed,  I found myself curious and excited about … Continue reading

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in between

It’s been so nice to be home the last few days. I walked a few blocks into the park this morning and it already feels like late spring. The first round of chemo went smoothly. While I’m having some minor discomforts … Continue reading

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Hospital Day 3, Chemo day 2

So far, so good.  I feel more drugged and groggy this morning , but better now that I’ve been eating and walking around. I’ve become very aware of my basic bodily functions since I am asked about them several times … Continue reading

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Maybe today

I haven’t gone into the hospital yet to start chemo. I have been tolerating my not-chemotherapy pretty well. It’s good to have a hearty appetite,  go for long walks, sleep in my own bed, and check off items on my … Continue reading

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Today is the day, maybe

Later today, I will call the nurses at the hospital and ask if they have a bed available for me to begin chemotherapy. There are a limited number of beds available on the oncology floors.  They never know when someone … Continue reading

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